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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Fairytale
To smile like this again;
Just got home from the cheesecake outing which comprised of(most unfortunately) Kevin, Gloria, Ben and I. Rena as well but she was just around for a short while: Dinner. Don't know exactly what got into me, but i've just got this random urge to blog.
2008's gonna be over in approximately 25 hours and while people are probably busy thinking up new year resolutions that they might never fulfil, i'm just stuck in a blank state of mind. This definitely hasn't been the best year of my life, but looking back at it again i know i wouldn't change anything if i could live it all over again. everything happens for a reason and no matter how lousy some things might have turned out to be, i guess there's always something to learn from it. But i'm tired. I don't want to live next year going having to go through lousy business again just to gain a tad of enlightenment anymore. Like how i already know i will fail my A levels in an absolutely unglamorous fashion if i don't study hard next year, I probably already know of the lessons i've learnt from all the incidences that've happened earlier this year. Well, just maybe.
For so long i've been looking out for a perfect person, And perfect in my definition being: of above average intelligence, relatively good looking, respectable Character/EQ, fairly well-to-do and yeah i think that's about it so far. I haven't found anyone. Of course people would say how everyone's special in their own way and yes i agree with that very, nice way of expressing how everyone is imperfect. Well, i don't know. I've been searching for perfection for so long and somehow not being able to find it has left me unexpectedly disappointed in the human race. It was, a rather ridiculoussearch and fortunately, i've finally leart how to realize how imperfections make people... well.. THEM.
I have to stop going about in circles, and talking random rubbish. In a nutshell i just wanna thank everyone. Thank you to all the people who were part of my life this year, and i love every single one of you out there. There's so much to rant about like how there was an annoying, and rather impolite man on the MRT today but no. I'm done with being sour and picking on people's imperfections.
Hello 2009.
ambiguity revealed 6:55 AM
