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Saturday, June 21, 2008
Flashback
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to kermit
Happy birthday to you.
Happy 19th kermit. No, i didn't forget. You're 19. I pray that'd you be fine someday, soon. That you'll find inner peace, that you'll be happy and cheery, funny and delightful, healthy and safe always. Study hard and get good grades in your examinations, then you'd be able to reach and do whatever you want to in life. Do your best in everything no matter how hard it might seem. You'll be okay.
Happy birthday kermit.
School starts on monday. Exams start on Monday.
Sometimes i'm so tired of doing the things i HAVE to do. Instead of doing the things i WANT to do. Whatever happened to free will? I guess there really ain't many people out there who daresay that they don't care about what society wants them to be. That they don't care how the society will look upon them for their lack of conformity. That they don't care how everyone is busy running the rat race and that they just want to pursue what the really want in life. Become a professional dancer, musician, artist, etc. Whatever is might be. I hate to say that I myself, don't have the guts to say that as well. Everytime i want to run away from the system, with rather bizarre thoughts in my head, I know at the end of the day i have been moulded and tamed by the system itself and our society already. I am, most unfortunately, too cowardly to escape the system.
On a lighter note, I went out to study with russell and bryan today. Thongs was supposed to come along but she didn't, and Lorri came really LATE. Hahaha. Geography geography I think i'm gonna fail my geography, and possibly my TSD theory paper too. Gee, got a major heart attack after i read our seniors' exam paper last year. Sometimes i wonder, what have i gotten myself into? I really wouldn't mind being the main character of " Back to the Future " and finding out about what my future will be like. Then I could just ditch all the nonsensical and unecessary things that i'm putting myself through right now because of the ambiguity of what the future might hold. Bryan's really disciplined ( mostly only in his studies HAHA). Man, Russell and I wasted hellalotta time talking about stuff that mattered. And bryan was just sitting there. Studying, studying, thinking, trying, solving, learning. I totally SALUTE that guy man. My attention span is like, 10 mins on a good day; Literally. This is when i use the expression "pffffttt..." But it was a good day, we watched a movie at about 5 when Lorri came, ate suishi ( bryan wouldn't let me eat at first 'cause that guy says that im gettin' fat, then when i ask him if i'm fat he says no. TSK, BOYS.) Had lotsa fun, and FOOD. (:
Russell says he has another surprise for me, about a week from now! I can't wait! <3
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