I AM
Obnoxious. And that's really 'bout all you needa know.
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Monday, May 26, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
I don't know?
On the 23rd of May: Demon gave me Percy Pig Gummys, and decided to name me after them. LOL.Just a random funny/happy thought.
I'm so sick of being the strong one.
I am so darn confused.
I want to eat mushrooms.
I'm so sick of being the strong one.
I am so darn confused.
I want to eat mushrooms.
Labels: Uber randomness
ambiguity revealed 6:14 AM
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Go on
I sat, on the cold gravel seat this evening.
Just like how we used to.
I leaned, against the stiff wooden pillar,
Just like we used to.
I remember, do you?
I walked, along the long tarred road,
Just like we used to.
I looked, at all that was in front of me,
Just like we used to.
I remember, do you?
I made up my mind,
To forget, for now and forever.
To forgive, you and all those people.
To free, my own heart and soul and mind.
I will forget, like you.
I let the wind, take my fears with it.
I let the rain, wash away all my tears.
I let the light, relieve my heartache.
I let every memory, drain away.
And i will live, not merely exist.
Just like how we used to.
I leaned, against the stiff wooden pillar,
Just like we used to.
I remember, do you?
I walked, along the long tarred road,
Just like we used to.
I looked, at all that was in front of me,
Just like we used to.
I remember, do you?
I made up my mind,
To forget, for now and forever.
To forgive, you and all those people.
To free, my own heart and soul and mind.
I will forget, like you.
I let the wind, take my fears with it.
I let the rain, wash away all my tears.
I let the light, relieve my heartache.
I let every memory, drain away.
And i will live, not merely exist.
Labels: Gone with the wind.
ambiguity revealed 8:06 AM
Y
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
I looked another way.
" 'Cause i'm just livin', like i should."
It's been a crazy week. (: But it's been real good. There ARE many nice people around, people like Markchan, Buzhidao, Guangshun, Wyntrice, Zizie, Waiwan and so many many many more. (: Thank you all you crazy people for makin' me happy again (: LOVE.
It's been a crazy week. (: But it's been real good. There ARE many nice people around, people like Markchan, Buzhidao, Guangshun, Wyntrice, Zizie, Waiwan and so many many many more. (: Thank you all you crazy people for makin' me happy again (: LOVE.
Labels: 50 first dates.
ambiguity revealed 5:58 AM
Y
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Rainbows and Stars don't even seem to work anymore.
I have this really srtong craving for gummybears now.
I have this really srtong craving for gummybears now.
ambiguity revealed 6:20 AM
Y
Monday, May 12, 2008
Monday, May 12, 2008
SHIT, save my sanity.
I must remain SANE.
'Cause if i don't. I'd definitely do some serious damage.
I need to STOP. SLOW DOWN. BREATHE.
Russell i miss you REAL BAD. Bestie, i need you.
I cannot control my emotions. I keep trying but it becoming really obvious 'cause my moods switch really quickly. I no longer have the stamina to sustain my act. I no longer am able to pretend that everything is perfect. I am freaking afraid that i might just go MAD from all this "chocking down what my heart says" bullshit. Stop telling me that I am strong. Sometimes i don't want to be. Someone once told me " Kim, you're too strong for your own good. You'll see what i mean one day." and now i see it. I see that it's making me go CRAZY. LITERALLY.
I will be fine. I have to be. I have always been, will still be and for ever will be, fine.
'Cause if i don't. I'd definitely do some serious damage.
I need to STOP. SLOW DOWN. BREATHE.
Russell i miss you REAL BAD. Bestie, i need you.
I cannot control my emotions. I keep trying but it becoming really obvious 'cause my moods switch really quickly. I no longer have the stamina to sustain my act. I no longer am able to pretend that everything is perfect. I am freaking afraid that i might just go MAD from all this "chocking down what my heart says" bullshit. Stop telling me that I am strong. Sometimes i don't want to be. Someone once told me " Kim, you're too strong for your own good. You'll see what i mean one day." and now i see it. I see that it's making me go CRAZY. LITERALLY.
I will be fine. I have to be. I have always been, will still be and for ever will be, fine.
Labels: STOP IT.
ambiguity revealed 6:40 AM
Y
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
nothingness
I wanna runaway.
Won't somebody help me escape.
I just wanna find my way,
And I counldn't care less about what you have to say.
Won't somebody help me escape.
I just wanna find my way,
And I counldn't care less about what you have to say.
Labels: escapism.
ambiguity revealed 1:32 AM
Y
Friday, May 9, 2008
Friday, May 9, 2008
Who am i, really?
I'm screamin' out loud to those all around
Yet my sorrows have no sound.
Please stop all these pretence right now.
There're moments when i think i'm losing this fight
I'm struggling to keep up with all my might.
You're revolting.
I've tried to tell those stars at night
but they've been disappearing from my sight.
I can't stand living with you.
Numb your heart and you'd be fine
I'm telling you now, that's a lie.
You're the cause of what i am today.
With every second that goes by
The stronger my desire to fly then die.
What can i do to make you see?
Rip my heart out of my soul
Then what's there left for life to hold.
That i hate you, That i love you.
Take me to a place where i can spend my time dreaming.
Take me to a place where i can have a bird's eye view of everything.
Take me to a place where i can scream and there'd be no one there to see.
Take me to a place, where i can fly a kite and run so freely.
Take me to a place where i can watch the stars at night.
Take me to a place, where the sunset lasts forever.
Take me to a place where rainbows and stars exist together.
Take me to a place, safe from this everyday craze.
Take me to someplace, someplace only we know.
Threw the flowers for her straight into the bin.
Yet my sorrows have no sound.
Please stop all these pretence right now.
There're moments when i think i'm losing this fight
I'm struggling to keep up with all my might.
You're revolting.
I've tried to tell those stars at night
but they've been disappearing from my sight.
I can't stand living with you.
Numb your heart and you'd be fine
I'm telling you now, that's a lie.
You're the cause of what i am today.
With every second that goes by
The stronger my desire to fly then die.
What can i do to make you see?
Rip my heart out of my soul
Then what's there left for life to hold.
That i hate you, That i love you.
Take me to a place where i can spend my time dreaming.
Take me to a place where i can have a bird's eye view of everything.
Take me to a place where i can scream and there'd be no one there to see.
Take me to a place, where i can fly a kite and run so freely.
Take me to a place where i can watch the stars at night.
Take me to a place, where the sunset lasts forever.
Take me to a place where rainbows and stars exist together.
Take me to a place, safe from this everyday craze.
Take me to someplace, someplace only we know.
Threw the flowers for her straight into the bin.
Labels: hangin on this thread so thin.
ambiguity revealed 5:29 AM
Y
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Council Pictures
I love the council! (:
You, can't you tell that i'm ignoring you.
You, can't you tell that i'm ignoring you.
ambiguity revealed 6:09 AM
Y
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Sunday, May 4, 2008
My poor head
My poor head, is gonna blow. Confused.
Can't wait for the 8th of may, Mayves', Bryan's, Sabri's birthday. DINNER DINNER DINNER with Mun, Bry, Tara, Russell!
Can't wait for the 8th of may, Mayves', Bryan's, Sabri's birthday. DINNER DINNER DINNER with Mun, Bry, Tara, Russell!
Labels: Dumb
ambiguity revealed 6:34 AM
Y
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Keep smiling and everything will be a'lrt.
We started off not knowing what to do. But ended up having quite a lot of fun. (:
Today was just great 'cause it took my mind off everything. ALl i did was just enjoy myself. Man, it's SO FUN teasing suren i swear. He's so funny! and Jun is like this fierce but super wacked and funny guy. Ethel's just HIGH. Heh, the four of us ended the day drinking under some random void deck. Thanks guys, for makin' me laugh and takin' my mind off all the bullshit that's been goin' on. Will join you guys for jamming tomorrow! (:
Today was just great 'cause it took my mind off everything. ALl i did was just enjoy myself. Man, it's SO FUN teasing suren i swear. He's so funny! and Jun is like this fierce but super wacked and funny guy. Ethel's just HIGH. Heh, the four of us ended the day drinking under some random void deck. Thanks guys, for makin' me laugh and takin' my mind off all the bullshit that's been goin' on. Will join you guys for jamming tomorrow! (:
Labels: it just keeps coming back.
ambiguity revealed 7:30 AM
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