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Wednesday, April 2, 2008
This world i can't seem to understand.
Just when i thought everything's startin' to turn out fine, things take a turn and got worse.
To be frank, the results came as a huge surprise for me. Except that i can't decide if this "surprise" is good or bad. It's depressing to see and hear the things people say. It's scary how hypocritical this world really is. I thought these things wouldn't happen here, i guess no place is perfect.
Like what a friend of mine said, some kinds of happiness is really temporary. It's awesome one moment and the next, it leads to something not so pleasant anymore. I know i was granted my happiness, at the expense of someone else's pain and sorrow. And it's really agonizing because i'd honestly rather be the upset one instead, not because i'm trying to be gracious in any way, but because i know this sorrow will fade but the other person's happiness will last.
Nonetheless, i'd like to thank LesterPhuangKengLee for being there and cheerin' me up when i'm down, despite not feeling fantastic himself. RussellChanFanHe for letting me know i'd always be top in his heart no matter what. ( thank you bestie.) SeanieFooYongDon for makin' me laugh and smile with his lame jokes. BryanLimWeiLoong for um, being more anxious and worried than i am? ClarissaKohChunJie, FelinaTan, NathanDaniel, JasonOngWeiHao, ETHELTANLINGTING, and everyone else who showed care and concern ( of course i won't forget my fantastic class of 08A04 ! ). You all are awesome. And Jiaying, talking to you today really made me feel, safer, in some way. It's good to know that we won't let stupid words that others speak come between us. (: Thanks babe, you're loved!
Unfortunately, there're many others who think otherwise. I don't know how i've offended anyone, but if i did, i'm truely sorry and i did not mean it. However, i will not bother explaining myself because: The people who love you, don't need it. And the people who hate you, won't believe it.
Labels: save me from this hell.
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