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Thursday, April 24, 2008
can't you see?
Don't ask me questions, you know i don't want to answer.
Don't speak those words, you know i don't want to hear.
Don't make me scream out the secrets deep within.
Don't make me cry, in front of your eyes.
This night i cried, with someone beside.
This night i cried, under the streetlights.
This night i cried, with all my might.
This night i cried, like how a fool would cry.
Ditch that frown and bed that smile.
These words i spoke seem so foreign now.
If no one lied or if all lies died
Imagine what this world could be,
Yes imagine what this world could be like.
Even without all that,
This something else's weighing my heart down.
Everyday, every moment, it gets worse.
But i know i have to keep it inside.
Not let anything come to light.
For this shallow though i harbour must never be heard of.
'Cause it'd be worse to see you people unhappy.
Thank you demon, "ditch that frown and bed that smile" yes i'll try to stick to my words. Thank you Ethel, you're always around. Thank you Charissa, " keep smiling, cause you'll never know who's falling in love with your smile every moment." I will i will i will. Thank you Donna, for listening to my innermost thoughts without batting eyelid, without telling me what i should do. Thank you Bryan, " it's okay i'll be there for you." I know you will be. I trust that you'll always be as much as you can. Thank you Eunice bimbo, for the ever-comforting hug. Thank you wintrice " compose yourself, smile, and just act like everything's okay." Yes, that's what i'll do. Thank you Livert for your care and concern, (and for your winning drumsticks too.). Thank you CheeKeen, for the nice words that you said. Thank you phuangkenglee, for trying to cheer me up when you knew i was down. Thank you vivien for helping me stay strong and get through the rehearsal without shedding a tear. Most of all, thank you bus buddy, for your shoulder. for your comfort. for your makin' me cry out loud into the night. Thank you bus buddy. I don't know if i missed anyone out. If i did, thank you to you guys too.
I'm just shocked at how things are so different, behind those masks you people put on.
I'm just unable to get a grip of myself.
I will, 'cause i promised demon and ethel that i'd be fine; in just awhile.
I love you guys. Thank you.Labels: maybe it's time.
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