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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
A lilttle bit of everything.
I like taking silent, slow walks.
It gives me time and space to think, to wonder, to ponder. This year, the playground seems to be The place to be. It's so near everything, yet so distant. Sometimes, i feel as if i'm watching my life story from an audiences point of view. I try to modify the storyline, but to no avail. Things just happen. Thoughts just occur, emotions just flow, quite subconsciously i must say. It's interesting, fascinating, how one can't control her own mind. Heart over mind?
This is for all the TPJC NETBALLERS! Good game, nice fight, well done for the ISSAC games! (: You know, who cares what others say, they might think they're ALL THAT, but they're not. And we just have to keep workin' together, as a team, i'm sure we'd be an awesome team. I mean, we ALREADY ARE! Honestly, you guys ( the J2s mainly) are the ones that made me wanna stay in TPJC. You guys showed me how sincere, how true and how REAL the people here are. And for that, i love you guys, just the way you are. Even though sometimes you guys go real crazy!
8A04 is comin' along fine too (so far so good). There's like a whole bunch of nice people, actually everyone is nice. Just haven't gotten to know everyone yet. Hahahaha. March holidays are just around the corner! M-arch hols is for, MUGGING, MEETING UP with friends and Mcdonalds. HEEEE.
Hey russell (bestie), if you're readin this i just wanna say, i'm REALLY thankful for having a bestie like you. You're always there to cheer me up in one way or another. The words you speak and the things you type, makes so much of difference. You're amazing, a blessing an angel sent from heaven. You're right, who cares what other people think or say? It's not important. So long as i've got you, i know i'd be fine. 'Cause you're my champion, my champion. Thanks for standing up for me when others put me down, and for showing me that i'm special just the way i am. For all the times you let me hit, bite, pinch and throw my tantrums when i felt lousy. For all the beautiful quotes and words of encouragement. Thanks for being a friend so true. Thankyouthankyouthankyousodarnmuch.
I'm not leaving out the others. Clarissa Koh, Bryan Lim, Maddy, Seanie Foo, Taralyn. Thanks for being my source of comfort and strength. Claire, you listened to my bullshit and held me when i cried. Bryan, you told me stuff you felt i should know and made me see the light. Maddy, you gave me advice and talked with me through the night. Seanie, you showed me concern and taught me not to hide. Taralyn, you're just always there. You guys are really the ones that make life worth living for. I mean it.
'cause i like it when you're just close by, and when you sometimes hold me tight.
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