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Thursday, June 12, 2008
So Close
Jon McLaughlin
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
I called them all, way too many times before someone, finally picked up the phone. Why is it that when they're needed most, they just so happen to disappear, at that moment in time.
Ananke: The natural order of things.
Is it to help us learn, to become more independent. To become more resilent. Doesn't work all the time, 'Cause if MC didn't pick up the phone, probably nobody else would have to anymore.
Hung ouy with my two bestfriends Tara and Russ. And they really made my day. They didn't question, they didn't probe, they didn't even act any different, than how they usually would. They made me feel safe, they helped me stay brave. Without even trying, they just do, in they're own very special way. Taralyn's nuts, she just HAD to use those pretty earrings for something. Heh. Tara spotted an ID photo machine. So each of us paid 2 bucks, and took really cool ID photos!
Yup, Russell's face can't be seen, Thanks to Tara and I (: And he kept complaining that he paid to bucks for a faceless photo. Well, Faceless or not, This photo is probably the most precious and meaningful photo to me, ever. I love you two. Taralyn, and Russell.
Went over to Coasta Sands Chalet (Pasir Ris) For my Secondary school class chalet. Saw all the very different yet somewhat familiar faces. Couldn't recognise ZuCheng at all even when he said Hi to me. Heh. Different, but mostly the same i guess. The food was SO GOOD. MX, can i go over to your house for dinner everynight from this day on? If your dad cooks. Hahaha the food's REALLY GOOOD. Nothing special, but definitely good. ;p
Okay guess what, we got pretty bored after dinner and all, so we play our class' all time favourite game. CAPTAIN'S BALL. Hahahaha it was SO LAME! But heck, we just played like crazy, like how we used to when we were still in school, like how we used to during PE. And that was definitely the time to see everyone, back to who they really were. It was really fun. ZUCHENG CAN'T CATCH THE BALL! Hahaha(: I skipped Full Frontal for the class chalet, but i guess, it was worth it. (:
Hung out with Bryan at the park after that, with nothing much to do in particular. So we just did really stupid and fun stuff like ATTEMPTING to walk through the mangrove swamp. I say attempting because i chickened out. Hahaha it was pitch black! you can't even see your fingers when you raise your hands in front of your face! So as usual, He laughed at me. Pfft. Went back to the chalet after an hour or so, to get my drinks. (:
MX, MIX HALF NEXT TIME. One shot is spastic, I couldn't taste it. =/
Oh, special mention; Thank you MC. Even though you're retarded. Thank you very much.
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