Y
Friday, February 29, 2008
i will kill anyone who treads on my toes now.
i have so much of anger in me that it's just gonna take ANY small thing to make me blow.
ambiguity revealed 11:51 PM
Y
Saturday, February 23, 2008
beauty
" You're the answer to every prayer i've offered.
You are a song, a dream, an whisper,
and i don't know how i could have lived without
you for as long as i have."
-The Notebook.
College life officially starts. Sheesh. It still ain't sinkin' in. And boy do i miss Elly, Yuki, Bryan, YT and all the rest of the PAE people. O2 turned out to be pretty awesome in the end, Orientation night that is. Heh, much love to the random OGmate who did the couple dance with me, THANKS BABE! To sum up everything, ARES WON the overall champ (: HOHOHO. I know we're great! :/
So much has happened recently, all the good and the bad. Ain't really sure if i should be celebrating, or mourning. Tsk, so much of confusion shuttling through my mind. SO much of joy running through my soul. Just wanna thank my sweethearts : Clarissa koh! Maddy wee! Bryan lim! and of course, Sean foo! ( for really makin' me laugh during times of sadness, letting me throw my tantrums, listening to my nonsense, being there for me in silence.)
I hope i'm on the right path now. I'd better be.
ambiguity revealed 11:39 PM
Y
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
depressed
I swear i didn't think i'd be this upset.
i'm missing 08A05 like crazy at this opoint in time, and i know this stinkin' feeling is gonna get WORSE as the days go by. Yes new friends will be made, but old friends will always remain. I miss them all, especially ELLY, YUKI, JUDE and most of all, BRYAN LIM. As much as i'm happy for them cause they got into the school of their choice ( except dear bryan), i'm also really upset that they're all gone so soon. I can't bring myself to accept reality.
Thank goodness i still have seanie, my bus buddy, to accompany me to school every morning. If not i think i wldn't even survive tomorrow morning cause it's just WAAAY toooooooooooo depressing. Hopefully things will change for the better, just maybe. Even though i don't see how all of us can get back together and be in the same wacky fun-loving class anymore.
Thank you bryan for the lollipops.
ambiguity revealed 4:50 AM
Y
Saturday, February 16, 2008
obscure
Where do i go from here?
I can't bear to leave, neither do i wanna just give it all up like that. Let's see how it goes.
Da-dum dum di dum. PAE's coming to an end, quite dreadful really. Gonna miss all the pretty faces i've long gotten used to. Gonna hafta make new friends( or re-meet-old-friends) all over again. So many things i'm unsure of, so many things i've yet to know. So many things, i don't want to know.
FRUSTRATED.
ambiguity revealed 6:04 AM
Y
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
clandestine
"absence makes the heart grow fonder" and people forget the next line that goes: fondness makes the heart grow weary.
There're certains in life, we simply can't ignore. Even if we could, we'd just be lying to ourselves. This period of time, ambiguity looms in my mind. Some words i want to say just don't come out, and some that i don't wanna say just spill out. All in all, one thing stands. Life goes on, as it never did end.
Valentine's is approaching. Just wanna wish all of you a sweet valentine's, be it with your friends, family or lover.
ambiguity revealed 6:10 AM
