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Sunday, August 26, 2007

clandestine

" And i knew you'd fade away. Just like how you did before. Do me a favour, don't come back no more."

Mug, girl mug. mug mug mug mug mug. Nope, i never mention my name here. But if you can get to this blog, you probably already do know my name. So, there isn't very much of a need to scream HELLO I AM so-and-so. I don't scream for attention. Most of the time, i don't even like attention. I said, most of the time. Pretty much just a random post. Dad broke the coffee pot today. Amazing show. It just FLEW. and it flew OUT of the kitchen. Can't wait for this torment to end. What happened to "studyin is fun!" ? I'm craving for green gummy bears. Badly.

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

immeasurable

" In her dream, you couldn't see her. Whilst you stood on that stage singin' your hearts out, tears flowed freely down her cheeks. A love song, you were singing. A song, not for her, but someone else who had your heart, soul and mind. You cannot imagine the heartache she felt as she watched you stare lovingly to that someone, right beside her. Your mesmerizing hazelbrown eyes said it all, you only have that someone else, in your eyes. "

Find me a world, a place, that when the curtains are drawn, i can pretend there's no world out there.

I AM SCREAMIN'

CAUSE D-DAY's TOMORROW.

Labels: act.

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

studious

Grow fringe, GROW.

You know, everytime i write a song, it ends up in the bin. Why? 'cause i can't stand singing the truth.

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Monday, August 20, 2007

indignant

Two enotions, no, three.
ONE: Ya'll know this thing called, human nature? It kinda gets on people's nerves sometimes. And if you all nosy-parkers really wanna know how i've been recently, let me put this bluntly- annoyed.I'm astounded how humans can be so cooperative at times, and sickeningly UNcooperative at times as well. The thing is, don't act deaf. Or if you are uh, "really deaf" , please don't add on to your disability by creating loathsomely deafening noises when people are trying to get their messages to YOU in particular. Like PUH-LEASE, couldn't humans just make things easier for THEMSELVES, really.
TWO: Uh, if you think you have a life, well then YEAH EVERYONE ELSE DOES TO. So, just be nice and appreciate what others do for you. I honestly don't mean to lose my temper 'cause i'm sick of it and it's not worth it. However, if only everyone can just put themselves in other humans' shoes? We'all make mistakes man, heck, can't you all stop making a big fuss outta practically nothing at all? People who think they're darn cockadoodle-smartypants, maybe you needa learn what the word HUMBLE means. Check it out at www.dictionary.com.
THREE: To all sweethearts who are reading this and thinkin' that i'm bitchin' bout ya'll, well i'm not. Actually, i'm not referring to anyone cause i'm just annoyed with today that's all. To those who aren't convinced, I don't see how that is my problem so go ahead and amuse yourself at feeling "insulted" by ME, which will make you pretty silly cause, i ain't insultin nobody. Humans, are still, fascinating creatures.

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Friday, August 17, 2007

elated

Am happy this day (=

Hahaha, people reading this must be quite surprised cause i barely blog uh, well, in a happy tone. But it was a good day, English oral was A BREEZE literally. Guess it's cause the teachers were a'lrt and the topic was really close to heart in a sense that there're plenty to talk about. THANK GOD FOR THE GOOD LUCK THAT BEFALLED ME. And i hereby thank JAVIER LEE for delivering my mushrooms to me (= I AM ELATED! well, just for today, 'cause i haven't got me bag yet.

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

thwarted

I am unhappy with my performance, it is so, disappointing.
Well, i'm more disappointed over how ridiculously retarded some probably-do-not-have-brains-of-homosapiens-humanscan be. HELLO, if you were a thief, wld you steal money, cellphones and wallets, AND THEN THROW THEM ALL INTO THE T-BOWL? Yes, including the cash. It's well, either they've got a pig-brain or no brains at all. Tsk, pitiful creatures they are.

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

lackadaisical

God Help the Outcasts from The Hunchback of Notre Dame

I don't know if You can hear me

or if You're even there

I don't know if you'd listen

to a gypsy's prayer

Yes, i know i'm just an outcast
I shouldn't speak to You
Still i see your face and wonder,
were you once an outcast too?

God help the outcasts
hungry from birth
Show them the mercy
the don't find on Earth
God help my people
we look to You still
God help the outcasts
or nobody will.

* I ask for wealth
I ask for fame
I ask for glory to shine on my name
I ask for love i can possess
I ask for God and his Angels to bless me

I ask for nothing
I can get by
But i know so many
less lucky than i
Please help my people
the poor and downtrod
I thought we all were
The Children of God
God help the outcasts
Children of God.

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

acquisitive

Whilst sneezing and feeling awfully ill, there's this absent thought of "the last time i was sick, that person cared."

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

contemptuous

Okay, i figured that blogging about someone who ain't WORTH my effort is RETARDED, so let's just talk about people of THAT type in general.

Don't you think it's kinda, uh, INCONGRUOUS to say nasty stuff about others when you're the one at fault? I SYMPATHIZE people like that cause they've got an ego SO HUGE, it's larger than their brain and heart added together. And, maybe if getting things done is being despotic in your eyes, then why not YOU do it? MOST OF ALL, um hello? the world does not revolve around you.
As much as i have always felt that EVERYONE has some GOOD in them, till a certain extent, i think EVERYONE should practice self-countrol over their mouths, and actions. Reason being, it's the words you speak and actions you do that will determine people's perception of you. For those who are thinkin " Why should we care about what others think anyway" well it's time you CARED in some ways. True, we can all be ourselves, have our own style of dressing and not give a damn about what others think. But when you grow up, and enter the society, you realise (you should actually already realise by NOW) that the odler you get, the less people tend to tolerate you. Why? 'Cause you're supposed to be more mature, and you're suposed to think before you act or speak. Yes it is annoying that everything is so rigid, but then again how many can defy human nature? It's like a lone man fighting against the world. In short, you're looking for unecessary trouble. What does that mean? YOU ARE RETARDED BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT DOInG IT FOR THE RIGHT CAUSE. If you were like Gandhi, i'd have nothing but respect for you. However, doing things YOUR way simply cause you think you're KING, you're nothing more than a tyrant, that nobody really likes, or cares about. And if you haven't realized, many of your so-called friends are there only cause they're used to you, it doesn't necessarily mean that they really like your attitude and ego.
If you really wanna help yourself, feed on your pride the next time you feel hungry. Swallow it bit by bit and when you realise that putting down your pride and accepting people around you ain't actually difficult at all if you're willing to, then yes, you have succeeded in becoming a, better person.

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

melancholy

i am TERRIFIED of tong ann. causeitseemslike, everytime he sees me or, i see him, he scares the helloutta me. *LAUGHS.

i've been havin' recurring dreams of that person. And when i wake, i can't even feel my heart. It seems that, all that's left is this space within. This, indescribable emptiness.

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

inadmissible

i'm still gonna make it. Because i want to, i know i will.

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Friday, August 3, 2007

sentiments

Wandering the streets, in the world underneath it all
nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
as what i can't have.
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair 'round your finger.
Tonight i'm not afraid to tell you
what i feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you, i will.

Forgive me if i still st-stutter
from all of the clutter in my head.
Cause i could fall asleep in those eyes
like a water bed.
Do i seem farmiliar? I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times
No more camouflage, i wanna be exposed
and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you, i will.
You always want what you can't have,
but i've gotta try.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you, i will.
For you, i will.
For you, i will.
For you,

If i could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood
i, would.
Shout out your name so it echos in, every room
i, would.
That's what i'd do.
That's what i'd do,
to get through to you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have,
and cannon ball into the water.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have,
for you, i will.
You always want what you can't have,
but i've gotta try.
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have,
for you, i will.
For you, i will.
For you, i will.
For you, i will.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

chapfallen

No, we're not quiet, i'm not quiet. It's just that, there's really nothin' much to say. Sometimes shutting up is really the most intelligent way out. The cliche goes "empty vessels make the most noise" . Though it may not be totally true, it still applys to many situations. And, can't people just stop acting like they're all oh-so-different from the rest? If you've got the style then a'lrt you can pull off being unique. But if you haven't and you just follow like an idiot then no, you're nothin' more than a poser. Stop the copying, start the BE-YOURSELF.You'd be surprise how many more people prefer you that way.
Feelin' remotely detached from everything today.

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